Monday, February 20, 2012

All Good Gifts

How often have we all heard that God has given us gifts to use to glorify His name? I know I've heard it tons and tons of times. But, how often have I forgotten to give God worship through the gifts He has given me? Way too often. Why is that? I don't really know. But, I have a theory. Importance.

You see, whenever we hear that God has given us gifts, we think, "Alright! I can do things!" But we forget the biggest part of the equation - God! I may just be beating a dead horse by saying this over and over again, but ultimately we forget. It's human nature.

There was a man once who wanted to be in business. He was so gifted with numbers. He could account for just about anything. Numbers weren't difficult, in fact, he enjoyed balancing books, paying bills, managing payroll, and otherwise handling accounting duties. To us, he might sound a little strange. But, this is what he was good at! From the time he was young he dreamed of working himself up to the head of a company so that he could manage entire firms. He did, he was very successful at it. He worked his way up from the ground floor to the lavish 43rd floor office of his building. He got everything he dreamed of. Now, let me say, he would often pray about what he was doing. He was very religious, and very active in church. He knew how to balance books to make sure that God always got what was necessary, and sometimes even more. But, as the years wore on, the economy became bad. He started pulling a little out of his tithe every week, because he was making less, he had to cut back on certain things. Well, it didn't take long before he stopped paying a tithe altogether - and then, not long after that he stopped going to church. He all but forgot about God. His company was starting to fail - not because of his bookkeeping skills, but because of the economy. Eventually, his company disbanded and he was left with a small piece of the lifestyle he once had. Things became tough between him and his family, and eventually, he was divorced. It became so bad, that he was literally down to his last dollar. Then he remembered something. Something someone told him a long time ago, "God didn't just give you gifts, he entrusted you with the ability to do something so special that only you can do. God made a pair of shoes just for you, and he intends for you to wear them." That was it, that's what was missing from his life. He put one his best set of clothes - he had to sell quite a bit to make ends meet for his family recently. He got up and went to church. He took his last dollar to the office and said, "I know this isn't much, but this is my tithe for this week. It may seem like I'm giving just a small amount compared to what I might be able to give. There was a time when I could tithe enough to pay monthly electricity bill in this church. But, this is my last dollar. All I have left. God entrusted me with the ability to do with this dollar exactly what should be done with it, and all I can think is to give back to Him. I am trusting that God knows just what to do with it." And with that, he placed the dollar down and walked out.

I'm not saying that all this man's troubles were resolved, but the fact that he took everything he had left and returned to that who gave it to him - God. Why is it then, that we forget to return even the small amount that God asks us to? 

Remember, God didn't just give you gifts, he entrusted you with the ability to do something so special that only you can do. God made a pair of shoes just for you, and he intends for you to wear them. So, wear them to walk back and return what God has given you. Use those shoes to create the path He wants you to have, a path that other people can follow. 

God loves you. God trusts you. Always love God. Always trust God.

Saturday, February 11, 2012

Walking the Dog

So, every week I set out to spend time with the Lord by simply walking. I leave my apartment, and simply walk until I get back to my apartment. I do this for various reasons. I being that I have such an intense work and school regiment that I need to take the time to relax. But, I've also realized that I can spend some quiet time with the Lord. Sometimes, I walk for an hour or two, other times, I walk nearly the entire day. However, through it all, I always hear something that the Lord tells me. So, from here on out, I'll listen and post what it is that he lays on my heart. That being said, let's begin.

This morning, as I was walking, I was thinking about listening to the Lord. As in, figuring out what His plans are for you. I'm not posting this to say that I know what he's saying. Nor that I even know the complete plans for my life, but ultimately, we have to listen to what He tells us. But, even more so, we have to learn to discern when God is talking to us, and when it may be some other force, or even ourselves trying to convince us of something else. I don't understand how to do this, so I can't offer much explanation on the discernment of this. However, I can say that God has made certain things in my life very clear. And He has revealed some things to me on my walk today.

When I leave for my walk - or even when I leave for school everyday - my dog stands next to me the entire time. She follows me around my apartment as I get ready, waiting for me to pet her. She watches me brush my teeth. Then, when I start to leave, she bombards the door. I have to pet her, then rush out of the door so that she doesn't escape. I feel bad for leaving her, but she can't come with me. I've realized that we need to act like my dog in regards to our relationship with God. We must actively follow Him from the time we wake up until we go to bed each night. We have to make it our duty to actively search for Him and stay by His side. Sometimes, it might seem like He has left us, but He hasn't. Sometimes, when my dog starts playing with one of her toys I'll go into a different room and then a few minutes later, she'll run in clearly worried that I left her without her knowing. But, I was still there. In the same way, we sometimes take our time and play with something we have. Or veering off to do something else. God's purpose is always moving forward, whether we stop to do something on our own, we just have to take time to find our way back to Him.

But, there's another side to this. How we often treat God. You see, often times, when we leave for our daily lives, we treat God more like my dog. We wake up with Him at our side. We get ready for our day with Him. We may even spend time with Him in the morning before we leave. However, when we close our front, we sometimes leave Him behind. Why? Why don't we take the time to put Him in our backpack, or our purse, or our mind? Why don't we offer Him to answer the questions that come up in our daily life? I can't honestly say that I do this. Nor can I say why I don't. But, I am learning more and more how to do this. And I hope that I can become better at this, and I pray that God will be with me always.

In God's name I pray. Amen.